Dil mera chudaya kyun jab yeh dil tod na hi tha
Ek din humare school mein ‘Saif’ naam ka ek ladka aaya.Wo dikhne mein kaafi handsome tha aur padhai mein bhi kaafi achcha tha.Wo bohot jaldi class mein famous ho gaya.Sab ladkiya uspe marne lagi .c ne bhi ‘saif’ se dosti karli. Dheere dheere wo dono kaafi achche dost ban gaye the.par mujhe koi jalan nahi tha kyunki mujhe apne pyaar par pura pura bharosa tha.Par dheere dheere
mera bharosa ladkhadane laga.Ab naina mujhse chup chup ke ‘Saif’
se milne lagi.par mein.jab puchta to wo saaf mana kar deti aur bharak.bhi.jaati.Humare beech.duriya barne lagi .Use call karun to busy aata hai aur text karun to koi rply nahi.Mein andar hi andar bohot dukhi tha.Phir ‘Khatiza’ ka bday aa gaya.Usne sabko bulaya tha ‘Saif’ ko bhi.Usdin maine uske liye ek.bohot hi sundar memento.diya jo humare pyaar ki ‘Khatiza’ ani thi.par wo usse khus nahi hui balki ‘Saif’ ne use ek mehenga sa mobile gift kiya aur wo bohot khus huyi usne to mere tofe ko chuya bhi nahi.
Usdin puri shaam wo ‘Saif’ ke saarh spent kiya.apne pyaar ko kisi aur ke saath dekhkar main andar se tut gaya.mein waha se chala aaya.usdin mein puri raat rota raha aur ‘Khatiza’ ke saath bitaye huye haseen lamho ko sametta raha.phir dusre din mene fb pe dekha ki ‘Khatiza’ ne “in a rltnshp” ka tag aga rakhi thi aur jante ho dosto uske saath kiska naam tha ,mera nahi balki us ‘Saif’ ka.Main ye dekh ke bohot hi zyaada dukhi huya.Agle din meine usse face to face pucha to wo boli ki mein uske type ka nahi aur wo mujhse pyaar nahi karti aur mein use bhul jaun aur ye kehe kar wo chali gayi.Mein to dang reh gaya.Ek min. ke liye to mano mere saase hi band ho gayee.Mujhe lag raha tha ki ye koi bura sapna he jo abhi tut jayega par main galat tha.Mera dil tut ke bikhar gaya.Main bohot roya
Dil mera chudaya kyun jab yeh dil tod na hi tha
Khatiza’ se baat karne ki kosish ki par jante ho dosto usne kya kiya.Usne ‘Khatiza’ ko jake bol diya ki mai use tang kar raha hun aur isliye ‘Saif’ aur uske dosti ne mil ke mijhe bohot mara.Wo wohi khadi thi par ek bar ke liye bhi usne meri taraf koi concern nayi dikhai.Mein mentally or physically tut chuka tha.Bas yehi sochne laga kyun usne mujhe puaar kiya, kyun jhute kasmen khaye kyun kyun….Dil mera chudaya kyun jab yeh dil todna hi tha….
By – 4G Shayari